When
Wendy and I were first married we had in our house a machine. This machine lived
quietly alone most of the time and this is an elliptical machine. Its paddles
turn a big wheel, encased in a plastic shell. Each time we get on it, we pushed
the pedal, and you would hear the wheel spin, heavily. Sometimes when I used
this machine which it would be nice to still have, I reflected on the
Beatitudes and it struck me then that these verses have a familiar rhythm of
their own. They come around, again and again.
My
mother used to caution my brothers and I whenever a squabble broke out amongst
us (which was often, and I remember quite often being on the receiving end of
my brother’s actions): “Blessed are the peacemakers.” Having said that I wonder
if she knew where it came from. I had no idea what that was supposed to mean. I
only knew what my mother meant. Stop fighting with your brothers. I did, for
some reason, believe it was my job to keep the peace, even if it meant giving
in to make the fight stop. Take the blame if you must. It turned me off the
Beatitudes. I eventually heard the Beatitudes where this came from by reading
the Bible and being informed of this by Sister Childs of the Church Army, our
Bible Class Teacher in my early teens.
I
read them all, and I thought they sounded sad, mostly. Still, it was clear they
mattered, that I was supposed to attend to them. They reflect the human
condition, the elliptical way of a spiritual life. We know we are working hard,
but we wonder whether we are going anywhere. I’ve gotten on the machine when
some other member of the family used it last, someone stronger and taller, and
found I could not make the pedals move at all. Unfortunately, it didn’t work
very well, didn’t activate, until the pedals went around. So, in order to
change the level of resistance from someone else’s 6 or 7 to my level of around
1 or maybe even up to 4, I had to find a way to make the wheel spin first.
The
way of Jesus will sometimes feel like the elliptical on an exercise machine set
unexpectedly at level 10. When we feel as if someone is persecuting us for
being the kind of person we believe we’re meant to be, the kind of person God
calls us to be, it’s hard work to turn the wheel, to get things in motion
again, to feel actually blessed by God in the moment of challenge. When I have
to get the actual elliptical started under those difficult circumstances, I
remember that gravity is my friend, and I step on and let my weight carry the
paddle down, hoping the batteries will come to life.
Or we
could ask for help, if someone stronger is nearby. In our effort to be
disciples of Jesus and live the way our God calls us to, we may need to let the
weight of the moment carry the pedals around, slowly at first. We may need to
ask for the help of others who have been there before. God blesses their
faithfulness in the face of resistance. God will bless ours, too. So, what does
that mean. What is our life to look like if we are taking the Beatitudes seriously?
If
we go to one of the other readings of scripture for the day from Micah it says:
“He has told you, O mortal, what is good; / and what does the LORD require of
you / but to do justice, and to love kindness, / and to walk humbly with your
God?” (Micah 6:8 NRSV). This time of year, (Post Christmas) I become a lot more
conscious of walking. Walking is normally a pretty natural thing for me. I
don’t think much about it when I put one foot in front of the other. We’ve had
a lot of ash, haze, particle dust lately, though, and walking takes more
concentration.
We
need to take care. In December when I had been to an appointment I was walking
through the haze in Sydney and was concentrating so much on the path in front I
failed to see the branch that whacked me in the head. Once of course the haze
clears walking is fun. The prophet Micah says God’s people are called to walk
humbly with God. Walking with God can be treacherous, easy, fun, or difficult.
Sometimes it requires great concentration to decide what is the right thing to
do, how to act in a tough situation. Sometimes it’s easy; we know exactly what
to do from the beginning.
Sometimes
it’s frightening, because walking the right path can lead to change, and change
isn’t always what it’s cracked up to be. Sometimes it is dangerous to pursue
justice, or even to love kindness. When we challenge the societal norms, we can
put ourselves at risk of being ostracised, or worse.
Walking
simply takes practice. The more we practice prayer, being kind, justice-making,
the more natural those things become. That doesn’t mean we won’t make a wrong
step, slip, or fall down. But we continue to walk with God anyway. The more we
walk, the more at ease we become, even on the hazy days.
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