Attempting to hook the
children with something familiar before making her point, the priest asked the
children to identify what she would describe. “What is fuzzy and has a long
tail?” No response. “What has big teeth and climbs in trees?” Still there was
no response. After she asked, “What jumps around a lot and gathers nuts and
hides them?” the visiting boy could stand the silence no longer. He blurted
out, “Look, lady, I know the answer is supposed to be ‘Jesus,’ but it sure
sounds like a squirrel to me.”
Isn’t it natural for humans
to want to give the right answer? We church members want to please those in religious
authority. Most often, we don’t want to doubt or challenge leaders or stand in
the way of accepted norms. So, when we have our doubts, we tend to keep them to
ourselves. That is the safe way. The eight-year-old in this story had more
courage than we usually do. Sure, he referenced what he considered the accepted
norm, but he also found a way to show how much he doubted it.
This week’s scripture reading
from the Gospel of John, reveals to us St. Thomas—who was put in a situation
similar to that of the boy at the children’s sermon. Thomas was the one who had
not seen the risen Jesus when he first appeared to the disciples. The others
told him they had seen the Lord, but he was sceptical. He doubted. Still,
Thomas must have wanted to fit in. He might have said, “Look, friends, I know
the answer is supposed to be that I acknowledge that you saw Jesus, but it sure
sounds like a ghost to me.”
Jesus wasn’t a ghost, of
course. He was the risen Christ, as Thomas later found out when he had the
chance to see for himself. Still, Thomas’ questioning and doubting must have
been as difficult for him as it was for the little boy trying to understand a
preacher’s illustration about a squirrel. And it had to have been as difficult
as life is for us when we struggle with matters that seem clearer to others or
seem to vary from accepted norms. The story of Thomas’ honesty and
forthrightness gives us hope and empowers us in our moments of doubt. We don’t
have to accept mindlessly whatever seems the expected or accepted answer or
view.
You know, even for Christians
it is OK to be confused and bewildered and afraid and doubtful. Ours are
troubling times, and many of us are bound to feel uncertain, even doubting that
God is still coming to us. For some, the threat of terrorist attacks in the
world seems ever-present and frightening. For others the continuing wars in places
like the Middle-East is puzzling. For many a depressed economy is devastating.
Some are torn by political rhetoric in a season of elections and an inevitably
divisive election campaigns lying ahead in the next year or two.
Across the Church, there are
sharp divisions over decisions made in recent years at Synods and meetings, and
few congregations are free from controversy, leaving many in doubt about where
God stands in all this. Since doubt and fear are bound to come upon us, we do
well by facing the truth of these feelings, like the little boy in church and
like Thomas of old. Let us remember that both were in a good and safe places to
question and then to see and learn.
We are here either reading
this or in worship because this is a place where we can encounter the risen
Christ, patiently and lovingly leading us into all truth, just as he led St.
Thomas. Whether Christian or otherwise, if we are willing to work through our
fear and our doubts, we will find the other side of today’s reading from St
John that teaches us also about faith. If we are honest in our relationships
with one another, we can experience mutual support in learning to believe what
we cannot easily see. If we are willing to express our doubts, wrestle with the
questions then we will find strength and our faith journey will become one of
joy and discovery.
However if we believe we have
all the truth and back it up with exclusive use of scripture then that fails.
It fails to present us with the true journey God has called us on and shown us
in the life Jesus live. Based on our life with God we can recognise the power
of the Holy Spirit at work among us, providing new possibilities that can move
us beyond doubt and fear and anxiety and psychological paralysis. We will learn
that through the power of God, miracles happen—that which we would doubt
possible can come to reality. Dreams can be fulfilled, forgiveness offered,
obstacles overcome, pain relieved, sickness healed, hunger fed, spiritual
longings relieved, good brought from evil, love experienced in all the Easter
glory of the risen Christ.
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